If it's time for her to go, who are we to stop it from happening. It's Gods' will. We have to be prepared and let her go. Her condition is not getting any better. The updates i receive are more signs that she'll be leaving us anytime soon. It's worsening day by day. And i'm hoping for a miracle. Which is definitely possible if God willing.
Her urine and blood already has the bacteria im very much afraid of. Even the op site is infected again. No other way other than amputate the effected leg. But since it's spread all over, onli miracle can cure her. She's not alert anymore. She don't even know she's passed motion. She's been begging the doctor to let her go home. And craves for crabs and prawns. When she knows she cant eat those. She's been crying and from the look on her face, she's not strong anymore to fight it.
Mum took long leave just to accompany her in JB. My weekends are spent visiting her in the hospital. We're spending as much time with her. Tryna keep her occupied. And making sure she eats on time, eat her meds and entertaining her. Too bad she cant see her great-grandchildren just yet since the hospital disallows children below 12 years old to enter the premises.
Nenek, we know you no longer have the strength to fight. And all the issues behind this is affecting you very much. We know how deeply you are hurt and suffering inside. But we're praying at our end that you'll be able to overcome all this. Insya-allah.
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