Monday, June 22, 2009

If the time could be turned around...

I missed the days where we had our own place to call home. Just us alone. No outsiders. Though sometimes we didnt have much to eat, or we were financially so tight, but yet, we were still happy. No one told us we couldnt do this and that. We had our freedom. Happily we lived our lives. No one even bothered whether we were alive or dead. We had great neighbours who would sit and share problems. No grudges or conflicts. Overall, we were complete. Happy, and contented. No worries. But, eversince we moved in to my parents place, everything turned topsy-turvy. Everything turned nasty. No happiness. Problems keep coming in. One after another. Something so small becomes so huge. At the end, im left homeless again. No one cared. Even my own flesh and blood.

My advise to newlyweds or couples thinking of staying with their parents or parents-in-law, it is never easy staying with either parents. As for me, i find it hard even to stay with my OWN parents. Just imagine what my hubby would have to go through. As for now, we're staying somewhere temporarily till we get to rent a room. As for our own place, like ive said before, it'll only be ready end 2010. So, i guess wait long long lar...

If i could turn back the time, i would have firmly insisted not to move out from our own place. It's a wrong move that we've made. And, we have to bear the consequences. It's hard to accept the fact that even my own flesh and blood could have the heart to kick me out. Not forgetting her own grandchild as well. Since they dont care, i've removed ALL my furnitures out from their place. i repeat A.L.L!! That includes washing machine, fridge, sofa, coffee table and bed. i dont wana know how they're gona wash their clothes. Up to them. It's up to them to fill the house with furnitures. They will have to buy then. I have no worries.

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